On my way to the office today a thought crossed my mind. What if i die today or any-day without talking to my family and friends ? Changes happen in front of us even in the blink of an eye. All i can wish for is for the technology to develop so extensively high that one could continue blogging even from the other side of the world. The way i write about the complaints i have now and then,no matter how lame they might sound to others, I would like to continue writing about them until i finally find true PEACE for my soul in the eternal world (i hope it does exist for real)
But seriously I have been having this sudden fear of death since long. The phase of the fear comes and goes without notice. I tend to imagine stuff that makes me more unready to leave this world.
When i was studying in a catholic school during my early schooling days i can swear that i totally believed in the existence of God, the Heaven and the hell. Back then i had different matters to worry about. The Afterlife. We were advised to be kind and generous to all and so many things. I was so into it that i used to try very hard to follow what i was taught to believe. For instance, I used to strongly believe and try not to waste my food so that i don't have to go to hell and come back as a 'bhatakti aatma' to eat it from the waste bin... ha ha... innocence i must say.
The thought of Death when u look at it in a scientific way its sad. From ashes to soil fertilizer... :X I cant say if its the influence of the movies showing but for sure i have always thought about it. If u ask me now I'd say I prefer the idea of the spiritual world.
I know i sound insane and silly but its just a thought. A thought which i felt was important enough to write down about. :)
In case you all are wondering about the Title I've given to this post, well... I enjoyed naming it though it doesn't make much sense..ha ha...
But seriously I have been having this sudden fear of death since long. The phase of the fear comes and goes without notice. I tend to imagine stuff that makes me more unready to leave this world.
When i was studying in a catholic school during my early schooling days i can swear that i totally believed in the existence of God, the Heaven and the hell. Back then i had different matters to worry about. The Afterlife. We were advised to be kind and generous to all and so many things. I was so into it that i used to try very hard to follow what i was taught to believe. For instance, I used to strongly believe and try not to waste my food so that i don't have to go to hell and come back as a 'bhatakti aatma' to eat it from the waste bin... ha ha... innocence i must say.
The thought of Death when u look at it in a scientific way its sad. From ashes to soil fertilizer... :X I cant say if its the influence of the movies showing but for sure i have always thought about it. If u ask me now I'd say I prefer the idea of the spiritual world.
I know i sound insane and silly but its just a thought. A thought which i felt was important enough to write down about. :)
In case you all are wondering about the Title I've given to this post, well... I enjoyed naming it though it doesn't make much sense..ha ha...
