Saturday, November 24, 2012

My boring PG ghar and me

Okay, this is me trying my best to bring about a change in my writing.

I came to Delhi last year on august 25th and have been staying in various paying guest homes since then. Now I have shifted to the 4th p.g., of which whenever i mention about to my friends and family they like to make fun of me inquiring if that's my new pastime. After i had shifted my luggage that fine evening, i discovered that the Airtel network in this new place sucks as the rooms are located on the basement like as if its a refugee camp. i Share the room with 4 other girls with a provision of a single bathroom, which i have to share with 4 more girls making it 9 including me. Anyone will wonder why the hell am staying in such place if i don't like it. Well, Its the food which binds me to a place. I tried staying with my friends in their rented place  for a month or more but i ended up falling sick. As most of my friends are already aware about I've got a very sensitive stomach. Health is my priority after my family and friends and I wouldn't compromise on it .If i put it in other words actually my health and friends rank the same on my list. No offense!! That's as selfish as i can get... (smirking....) I don't want to sound greedy but food IS IMPORTANT to me... ha-ha...

As for me, most of my days starts with a hasty me grabbing my lunch box and speeding up towards the metro station. Even if i stay over at my friend's place, who lives 800 m away from my P.G., i call up the owner to pack my breakfast and lunch before i can get there and as far as my determination is concerned, i don't mind waking up early and walking all the way up to my cave just to get my food in my bag before i reach metro.

Ever since I've shifted to this new P.G. I have turned into a pessimist (my previous post clearly proves it). I am quite a talkative person by nature but I'm finding it difficult to mingle with my room mates. Probably because most of them are still in college and their topic of discussion doesn't enchant me at all.. I have only one person to talk to, a girl working in an international aviation company, and all we discuss about is our career,bathroom cleanliness, her boyfriend and my office happenings. Trust me, if there were spy cameras around, these five headlines would have been telecast as a repeat and it would have been a flop. Sometimes for a change I talk about my hair, skin and the cosmetics.That's all.

Note: There's only one plug point in my room, i have put my laptop to charge only once and i wait for my turn to charge my mobile every evening.Though last week was a milestone for i have successfully managed to finally completely knit something for someone in my life [4th attempt ever since my childhood]. Guess what, it's a mini sweater for a pet dog. I shall upload the picture soon. :)

 I am actually highly suspecting that these monotonous activity during the pass few weeks must be the reason why I have become so cranky lately. But i must also mention that with all the downs and few ups in my life since the last few months something good does happen to me once in a while like the unexpected thanksgiving dinner invite last evening , also celebrating one of my friend's gold medal achievement with lots of wine and food. There is no denying the fact that for some reason it has uplifted my mood up to some extent. Even if i rarely acknowledge stuff, i would like to thank almighty god for it and everything else i have been blessed with so far... :)
[oh, there's another reason behind my choice of the new P.G. I shall write about it if it goes well with how i thought it will help me out in future.]

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

COMPLAINT # 100th!!

People say,good or bad,everything passes by time.All one has to do is 'Wait'. I have been and am still waiting for this phase of my life to end. I'm tired of waiting. If u ask me what i won't have anything to say [that's not exactly true though i console myself thinking its okay being a bit dramatic now and then..^_^!!].

Too much of negative energy around is shadowing the optimism i used to have once. I believe there comes a phase in everybody's life when funny ain't funny anymore. Is this what depression feels like??
 I have been complaining about how frustrating life has become. Trust me you'll find me doing it religiously. Discussing about my problems to my friend did make me realize that there are other important things in life to worry about. Irrespective of whatever the matter was then i still find myself usually tired and confused about almost everything. Tired of worrying. Tired of my temper too an i don't have enough energy left to deal with them..(seriously).

With so many things happening around i discovered few weeks back that i've lost my ATM card (for god's sake!!). Obviously, i have asked the bank person to block my card and did reapply for a new one too. I get the news about the arrival of my new ATM card to the destined address (that's just few minutes back from now) and for a moment then the news brought a smile to my face but few seconds later as if things were not worse enough i realize that i don't remember my newly defined password to my online banking. You won't believe i had just reentered the new password this morning... what the hell...??!! and am blogging about it now. Simply Pathetic!! and the noise pollution coming from the construction works going around here isn't helping at all.. i am confident that i won't be able to recall my password anytime soon (thup thup thup...THU-PP!! c'mon yaar..its evening already And i am going insane!).

Sometimes when i look back at all my blog-posts it really does make me wonder why i never post about something else rather than my rotting complaints.. but i guess its just not happening. People will have to wait for a long time to see the Big CHANGE.. >:O