People say,good or bad,everything passes by time.All one has to do is 'Wait'. I have been and am still waiting for this phase of my life to end. I'm tired of waiting. If u ask me what i won't have anything to say [that's not exactly true though i console myself thinking its okay being a bit dramatic now and then..^_^!!].
Too much of negative energy around is shadowing the optimism i used to have once. I believe there comes a phase in everybody's life when funny ain't funny anymore. Is this what depression feels like??
I have been complaining about how frustrating life has become. Trust me you'll find me doing it religiously. Discussing about my problems to my friend did make me realize that there are other important things in life to worry about. Irrespective of whatever the matter was then i still find myself usually tired and confused about almost everything. Tired of worrying. Tired of my temper too an i don't have enough energy left to deal with them..(seriously).
With so many things happening around i discovered few weeks back that i've lost my ATM card (for god's sake!!). Obviously, i have asked the bank person to block my card and did reapply for a new one too. I get the news about the arrival of my new ATM card to the destined address (that's just few minutes back from now) and for a moment then the news brought a smile to my face but few seconds later as if things were not worse enough i realize that i don't remember my newly defined password to my online banking. You won't believe i had just reentered the new password this morning... what the hell...??!! and am blogging about it now. Simply Pathetic!! and the noise pollution coming from the construction works going around here isn't helping at all.. i am confident that i won't be able to recall my password anytime soon (thup thup thup...THU-PP!! c'mon yaar..its evening already And i am going insane!).
Sometimes when i look back at all my blog-posts it really does make me wonder why i never post about something else rather than my rotting complaints.. but i guess its just not happening. People will have to wait for a long time to see the Big CHANGE.. >:O
Too much of negative energy around is shadowing the optimism i used to have once. I believe there comes a phase in everybody's life when funny ain't funny anymore. Is this what depression feels like??
I have been complaining about how frustrating life has become. Trust me you'll find me doing it religiously. Discussing about my problems to my friend did make me realize that there are other important things in life to worry about. Irrespective of whatever the matter was then i still find myself usually tired and confused about almost everything. Tired of worrying. Tired of my temper too an i don't have enough energy left to deal with them..(seriously).
With so many things happening around i discovered few weeks back that i've lost my ATM card (for god's sake!!). Obviously, i have asked the bank person to block my card and did reapply for a new one too. I get the news about the arrival of my new ATM card to the destined address (that's just few minutes back from now) and for a moment then the news brought a smile to my face but few seconds later as if things were not worse enough i realize that i don't remember my newly defined password to my online banking. You won't believe i had just reentered the new password this morning... what the hell...??!! and am blogging about it now. Simply Pathetic!! and the noise pollution coming from the construction works going around here isn't helping at all.. i am confident that i won't be able to recall my password anytime soon (thup thup thup...THU-PP!! c'mon yaar..its evening already And i am going insane!).
Sometimes when i look back at all my blog-posts it really does make me wonder why i never post about something else rather than my rotting complaints.. but i guess its just not happening. People will have to wait for a long time to see the Big CHANGE.. >:O
This is the reason why I hate introspection. It kills. This phase will phase out soon. My chirpy friend, you are one of the happiest persons I know.
ReplyDeleteDon't introspect that often if it does not help you.
Smile. It is the new meditation.
:) thanks Moli dearest. I will definitely try to look at what you have said and analyze. Its a new day. I'm still unable to remember my banking password and the never-ending thup-thup continues...
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